Traveling....traveling has not always been so easy for me, 9 hours in the car 3-5 times a year since I was nine, leaves alot to be desired. I have come to know those roads well, know where things are, and where to stop...
something about this trip though i have to say was very very different, it was the first time I made a plan trip down since jeremy and I went christmas of 2006.... my last journey was a year ago and that in such a hurry was by plane...
I didnt really know how I would feel traveling down these roads again knowing that I would not be seeing my dad when I reached my destination, how I would feel when I realized truely for the first time that he is gone and this place that i am headed too does not hold as much hope and love as I had always remembered....
The last few days have been spent going through my dads things, which I have handled suprisingly well, but I'm tired...
I think one of the highlights of the trip so far was the huge sale that they were having at the scrapbooking store....they are closing, which I found oddly symbolic in a way , it really made me feel like a chapter in my life is closing...
We will see what the rest of the weekend has in store....
Stay tuned...
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